I thought the whole point of living without a room-mate was so I wouldn't have to deal with other people's emotional problems.
but.
..what are you gonna do?
Me thinks some much needed space should be incorporated into the rountine.
The t-shirt, I don't miss. The paint, very much. It made for some interesting patterns, I felt good in that paint.
The letter....meant less than nothing. In the end, my own words are like a stranger's.
I still kept it though, unlike the t-shirt. This says something about my state of mind, but what? I think I'm starting to keep secrets from myself.
...nananananana. I think.
Anyway.
I really should start packing. Is it because this has happened too many times in the past few years that it matters so little or because I feel ready for a change? Soon, instead of losers and drunks, I will be dealing with....athletes. That's better....right?
Coasters....t-shirts splattered with paint...the letter I don't want to read....
Tossing crap out will take really long.
At the end of a long day learning things.
I now understand the hype about Twilight, the movie. Not participate, mind, but understand.
I have 5 books from the library for school, and that's just extra reading. And it's only the first week back.
It's supposed to get easier, but only in our minds.
Friends help. A lot.
And lastly, it hid in plain sight. (See, this way you have no idea what I'm talking about. Sometimes I like it that way.)
I love, love, love this song
Edit: I went back and forth between this song and 'Love, save the empty' but I've decided now.
It's that time of the year again. I *think* I did okay about last year's resolution. One never knows, of course.
What do you know, I've changed my mind about winter.
A personal victory of sorts.
It's so nice when the sweet and sour mix. Life, at its very best.
Me like.
Spring, promise you'll be just as good.
I'm not pleased.
I found out last night that Dattebayo will not sub Naruto episodes anymore. They're dropping the series! I will not claim to comprehend their reasons (a major one seems to be boredom) Their avowed one is that Viz media is bringing out their own subbed versions on Hulu and now DB doesn't want to step on any toes. Umm, rather a case of closing the stable door after the horses got out but. Whatever. I accept and admire the hard work they've put in all these years. And while not wanting to disrespect them for all they've done, I have to say that I'm really upset and I wish desperately that they will re-consider. On so many forums idiots people have been stating that this is great news, that Viz media will fill the gap left when DB stops (effective as of 01.15.09) and to these people I say- "Have you seen any of the Viz media-subbed episodes? If not, by all means, go to Hulu and pick one. And if you want to really see what I mean, watch episode 101 (only my favourite, reference previous post somewhere on here) And once you've seen "Aniki" translated to "Boss" when any idiot who's been watching anime for any length of time, let alone a Japanese translator, knows it means "Brother" please get back to me and we'll discuss all your unfounded hopes of Viz Media stepping into DB's shoes and filling them.
Lost in translation much?
You always know in watching a sub-titled or dubbed video that it's not the real deal you're getting. I understand that. I understand all the techincal and non-techinical issues that cause this. But to completely change the dialogues with no regard what-so-ever to the original meaning?
WTF?
And this is what we have to look forward to starting 15th January! There goes my new year.
And dudes at DB, if your left eye twitches or you've been sneezing all day, it's me. And it's only going to get worse.
A lot of the subb-ers tend to state (nastily) that as fans, we should either suck it up or learn Japanese. Well, I took them up on their word. I've been looking into taking some classes in my university since last night but wouldn't you know? It isn't offered. God, I can't wait to move out into a bigger world.
And if you're even thinking of pointing out that my reaction is a little extreme....I'd like to see you try, Sir. I really would.
Freaking. Tired.
I could sleep for ever right now.
So I've had this grand scheme for a few weeks now. All excited about it too. And I only discovered the glitch in it drifting off last night. A glaring one, mind you, one which should have been as obvious as the blood all over one's walls. (If that is the sort of thing that happens to one, I mean.) I'm such an idiot sometimes. Even newts take better care of themselves than this.
Lindsay Lohan is 22. I read that in the news today somewhere. This made me very happy. I sometimes forget that other people are getting older too, right along with me. And yes, I know. 22 is no where near the far side of 25 but still. I can now bring B'days back in perspective. Cake and gifts. Ooo, maybe I can get a ice-cream cake this year.
My room-mate pissed me off last night. Big time. I'm talking major league, 'gritting my teeth to keep from snapping' mad.
Now that I've expressed my feelings somewhere, maybe I can calm down, get some sleep. At the age I'm getting to be, I need to think about my blood pressure. Ha ha! Except that with another B'day staring me in the face, it's not terribly funny. Oh time, I need you to slow down.

now that's a nice song.heya stranger.. read more
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